| | Re: I slipped! UGH................
Love is a drug.
It sounds like you are looking for closure. Are you guys in MC and trying to work it out?
He will always be a part of your life because of the kids. I doubt you'll be able to be REALLY over him until you feel like there is no hope left and talking on the phone won't get anywhere but an argument. It sounds like you still hold out hope for remorse and reconciliation.