hey guys!
ive been with this guy for almost like a year now and though we are soon to get married, recently i find myself confused and unhappy about the situation i am in.
he and i have always had issues such as differences in the way we have been raised and brought up on top of religious differences. its like we are 2 worlds apart.
most of the times hes the sweetest and most caring guy ive been with. hes showered me with so many gifts, compliments etc and at times hes made me the happiest girl in the world. and here comes 'BUT'.
he changes into a completely different person when hes angry/upset. hes pushed me away, almost suffocated me, yelled at me like a shooting gun, called me names etc.
seems to me like he cant control his feelings...
the reason why ive been with him so far is because of the way he has treated me all this time(he treats me like im a princess well, when hes not mad anyway) and my feelings for him, but
im not sure if i can be with him forever.
theres so many changes i have to make if i was to be his wife and id literally have to give up on everything like pretty dresses, alcohol etc. im a free-spirited person in nature and dunno if im cut out for it...
i told him i needed time to think it through and it would be a bad idea to just go ahead with marriage, but hes kept telling me that hes waited long enough for me and cant wait any longer.
my gut feelings are telling me dont do it, but i dont wanna be the one to hurt him and screw up his life knowing how much hes been through in his life and how sensitive he is...
any advice?