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I don't know mclovin. I am afraid you are so close to the situation that you are a little frozen with fear. You are now in your enabling mode. You are going to let her go out on new years and further reinforce that you will give away your power and your manhood for the sake of her throwing you the smallest crumb. I guess you will take it till you can't take it anymore. I just think you are compounding your pain. You're like some one who has a festering splinter in their hand. You know it has to come out but you also know that it is going to hurt. But if you don't take it out it will only get worse.