I needed a bit of moral support so I've just re read the replies.
Its almost been a week now and even though I'm not feeling as fragile, I do feel isolated as all my family live overseas.
I have barely heard from him since he left (says it all really) and he's only visited the kids once since he left (well twice if you count xmas day)
I'm not relishing the thought of being on my own, even though he never really spent a lot of quality time with us.
I just feel like he's robbed me of the life I thought we were going to have together. Gosh this is difficult, I know we have no future together now, but it doesn't stop me feeling this way
