| | Re: Do I have a problem?
Yes. You thought enough to question it here.
But that isn't really the point. You should always be sober when there are kids in the house. What if something happened and you needed to help them? A fire? A disaster? They got sick? Your partying days are over.
Time to be a parent. If you want to drink - send the kids to the grandparents and go out for the night.