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He is manipulating you. You are letting him.
You are a worthwhile person. You do not deserve this creep or his manipulation.
Get out. Go no contact. Never have anything to do with him again. Block his cell. Delete his email. Take time to grieve. Grieve as much as you need. Find solace in your friends and family. Take time to find your self-worth from within. Talk to a counselor about self-esteem.
Then, when you are ready, find a guy who loves you for who you are. Who would never think to manipulate you or betray you.
You are worthwhile. You deserve so much more.