Re: created my own prison
Like what I said I'd think of the future everytime that something pops in my head. I am sure you have been in relationships that have been less then perfect but despite a bad time or two you didn't focus on one bad thing. If you can't do that then you need to see a psychologist.
She deserves to be treated for who she is now and not have her past held against her. If you can't concentrate on the good things then you need to see why you would let a trivial thing ruin a good thing for you.
draconis
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