txgirl

thank you... i appreciate it...

i have asked him why he was soooo desperate to kiss her.. kissing is my favorite thing and am constantly asking him for kisses.. it is like my thing with him, and definitely why this has hurt me soooo badly. it's not like he wasn't getting it from me... our sex life is great, our communication was great.. we laugh a lot... we are sooo considerate with eachother... i mean he will just bring me a glass of water, just because... i am just blown away by his behavior.

he actually texted me today, to tell me that he is going to train on another job, that a friend of mine actually got him an interview for.. he said he wanted to do it to have better hours, and to be able to dedicate more time to us (baby daughter and i) he said he wants us to be inseparable, so there is noooooo doubts on my part.. i can check on him 24/7, all emails, texts, phone calls, etc. anything so he can come home and recooperate his family. and he swears to have all the patience in the world with me as i go through the process of forgiving him..... he seems so sincere. we have never even argued ever before, and he is soooo calm and patient... i am at a loss, i truly am. if it weren't for my extremely horrifically abusive prior marriage, i would probably have given him a second chance already... but because of my past pain.. i am terrified to do so... am i wrong????