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kajira - I expect you are right about her feeling this may just be a temporary change. I hope and pray it is permanent and that our marriage is also.

I have a therapy session scheduled for in the morning. I just hope I can keep it together until then. I've never had therapy, but I welcome it. The days take forever right now. I just want to be with my wife. But, as soon as I see her, my heart breaks all over again. She can be right next to me but yet seem so out of reach. I can't imagine how she must have felt all those years.