 Re: Not sexually attracted to wife
Well, I take back everything I said about peace offerings and truces...I think its time for emotional war! I cant do this anymore! I cant understand any of this!
My issue with him is that i NEED for him to be more passionate and interested in me. I keep thinking its coming but itnever does. Ive asked him to please tell me if anything is bothering him...tonight I even said " Are there needs that you have that Im not meeting?" He said no. Then i asked him if it bothers him that I dont cook ever night. He shook his head yes. I said "well then pldase tell me that" He laughed and said " i was jusr kidding it doesnt bother me". What? So today I cleaned house and he worked onthe lawnmower for a little while, then he came in and took a long nap. When he woek up..around 5 he askedif I wanted to go ride 4 wheelers on the hunting land..(I realize that sounds so redneck but I swear I dont wear camo and I have all my teeth). I wanted to spendtime with him so I went. I tried to be teasing like, but I was getting a weird "you are getting on my nerves vibe." I told him this ad he said I was wrong. We had a couple of beers and I was noping he would be feeling a little frisky. We got back home and he never touched me...well...he held my hand while we laid in the bed and then I heard him snoring! We have the house to ourselves tonight and we dont havs to be quiet..im walking around in a cute tanktop that unbuttons down the front and that barely shows my buttcheeks. NOTHING!!! All I freaking want is to feel wanted! I want him to rip my c,othes off, kiss me with passion, rub his hands over my body and tell me how bad he wants me. I want him to pull my hair and passionatly have his way with me. I want him to look at what he is touching ...not just do it under the covers. I just want to feel like he cant resist me and I feel the total opposite... So what do I do. I TOTALLY feel like something is going on with him and Ive tried everything I know kf to try to get him to open up and talk to me. This just feels like such a weird time for us. I donut remember having feeling like this before. I mean tnere have been times hes hurt me..but this feels different. I had to get out of the bed and come to the couch. I couldnt lay there and listen to him breath anymore. I dont want to start a figt tomorrow but it sooooo hard to be nice rigt now. I tried so hard today. I even cooked his favotie breakfast and to,d him it was my peace offering this morning...I got NOTHING! And he got off the hook. I need serious help.
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