hurtandsad

He knows how I feel about all of his sex oriented garbage and still does it. I work in the day (usually) and he works nights so he has plenty of time to take advantage of the internet & carry on the strange behavior. I knew he had odd sexual desires once I got to know him, but he didn't disclose most of the real bad ones until after we were married (internet wasn't a factor either)and I have been dealing with it for years now. Mine wouldn't go to counseling.
I think I have had enough and am trying to figure out how to leave. I am stuck here for awhile. I did get a job and hopefully I can figure out how to do the rest, too.
It's so hard when you are alone (no family) and have a child to consider. I feel for you and hope that with counseling you can save your marriage. If he's willing to go, at least that's something. It just seems like such a waste (especially when you have invested years in a relationship) to have it all fall apart over something so meaningless. Best of luck with everything!