thanks Draconis
I really do not want him to move out, he is really my best friend!
But the whole trust thing is so sticky with me
I may be able to forgive, but I will never forget, and getting past that seems to be the hard part.
He travels frequently with work, so I am sure every trip I will be suspicious. And I am sure my insecurities are going to make him nuts.
I guess because I hold trust so high as a value, I am still so hurt by the lying, that I gotta come to grips with what I am gonna do, so I can effectively deal with it.
Do guys ever get sick of talking about it though? We do talk about it, and I go on and on and on, he listens and replies with the "I am sorry I was wrong, I wont do it again". When is the talking done?
Sorry I think I am rambling now....................
