Originally Posted by this is bad
At home I'm on the opposite side of the house. W ask how I'm feeling multiple times per day. I just reply good, fine. If I were to express what I feel at that time, who knows what I might say. I sometimes have all much rage that I'm afraid I might loose control and say everything I have in my mind. She like to continue to have sex but I can't find it in me to say no. That is the only part off our current relationship that I like. but once its over, those bad feelings come back. She is still affectionate but feels fake. The only thing we do together is go to the gym and maybe a late night bite. I spend most of the time at home with the kids. homework, some days we go to the park. But talking and hanging out with them makes my day. Those negative thought go away during that time.
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So, you're separated but still living together? And STILL HAVING SEX?
That does not sound good at all. No wonder you're in such a rage.