That is the hardest part thinking she might never look back. When you love some one unconditionally that you can not see the future with out her that is so hard too do, even thinking about it just rips my heart out. It’s like part of me died when she left and I do not think I can get past that. One thing I do know life will go one but I do not think I can get past the love I have for her. My wife and I did everything together I could trust her with my life and I need her to see that she still can trust me with heir’s and we can get the romance back. I wake up in the middle of the night from a dream that we were laying in bed me just holding her to find it’s just her pillow, this is killing me inside. How do you prepare for some thing that you do not want to lose the love in your heart that beats for her? At this point I can’t even think straight, two of my very close friends a married couple is trying to help me get past this heart and I’m so grateful for them but nothing is working. I’m going to ask her out for dinner for Valentines Day and see what she says to me. I’m not going to talk about are trouble just try to get back to the days when we were so in love when the fire was so hot. Do you think this would be a good idea for me to try?
