with everything here! This site is great! If you ever need to vent come here! I agree that you need to cut ties. Ive been in sorta the same situation and it hurts. I was DEPRESSED for awhile and then finally found what I was worth and this guy didn't deserve me. He still emailed me occassionally, even after I got remarried. Just asking how I was, well the day he sent out a group email telling us that he got married and was expecting their first child, I deleted the email account and never looked back. I am thankful for that because I needed to heal. It takes time and it sucks, but you deserve the best and thats not him!