Re: I feel awful…
Often people have self fulfilling prophies. You ae having an emotional affair with your ex, and have the comfort that if you ever want to leave this relationship you can walk right into another with your ex. You coninue to keep your energy fron your SO by giving your emotions to your ex and deny them to your girlfriend. If you want to stay with the person you are with then seperate from your ex, start communicating with your partner by telling her what is lacking and listening to her concerns or just do her the service of breaking up with her so you can fill your dreams. But just remember this girl is your ex for a reason.
draconis
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