I don’t want to generalize but my husband is the most selfish person I know. It is and never will be about me or our family. I am so done being second rate, he does this to me all the time………… Why do I stand for it????? I am a strong person, have been on my own since I was 13 now 38 and I have never needed anyone till him uggggggggggg this feels like an addition and I am done taking the lines…….. Feeling like the need to get a fix is just too much to bare, like and addict I need to go to AA. I need to remember that I am fantastic, I deserve fulfillment I need to be touched I need SEX (sorry) but man this guy is like in charge of everything. I don’t even get good conversation; I am left to fend for my self why do I stay??????????? I am such the fool, I just want to get enough nerve to say HEY don’t you see me anymore????? Do I not rate to be treated like a person that has always taking care of you and loved you so unconditionally? What is wrong with me????????
I guess this is not a ????? It is just a rant but I’m so done hurting and no one else to talk to so I guess you guys have to listen sorry. I so just want to be loved the way I love him.
Uggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
Lonely and sad upset stressed and just plain pissed off.
