unhappy1973

Ok, I haven't run and I sure as hell didn't hide. I appreciate those of you who gave me something constructive to work with. For the rest of you, yes I am everything you called me but offered nothing but childish remarks that did nothing other than make me think a little less of you or your opinion.
I now think I get how this is going to happen and that's the reason I asked. Before I made a dumb decision I wanted to hear what could honestly happen. Yes I am living out a fantasy and yes it was wrong. I never thought in my wildest dreams I would do this so I needed to find a place where people had been through what I am going through and hear what they honestly had to say.
With that being said, I will break this off tomorrow because it can only end in ruin. I will be a man and confess to what I've done and see if I can find a way to fix what I myself destroyed. I don't expect that I will be afforded that opportunity, but I think it'ss the right thing to do at this point.
Again thanks to those that found it in them to tell me the truth without all the name calling, it honestly helped and that's what I thought this was for. As for the rest of you, I may have failed at my marriage, my parenting and my life but you are just as hollow of a human being for thinking that people can't change or see the forest through the trees and resort to childish antics to appease your warped sense of self importance. that was helpful.


To all Thank you very much. I will come back and give updates as each step of the process goes on.