The most confusing thing is that I KNOW he loves me, I KNOW he wants our relationship to work and I KNOW he doesn't want to live apart from the kids.
All the 'evidence' aside, I find it hard to believe that he would risk what we have both always considered a happy, fullfillng realtionship to have a fling/affair with a young girl.
But then I never would have expected him to treat me the way he is. I think I need to pay more attention to his actions than his words
