stevewsc

that is what i am going to do. she went to the sitters yesterday and talked about the letter i wrote. the sitter said there was nothing positive or negative said about it but that she did bring it up. so i am guessing she is still thinking about me. if she wasnt she wouldnt bring anything about me up. lastnight and this morning were really bad for me and when i woke up i felt really good about today. i called her about some bills and she was really nice. probibly the best conversation we have had since the split. i called her back a little later to talk to the kids and they were in the middle of playing with their friends and didnt want to talk. i said for them to be careful on the river this weekend and she said we will. she said i will ask haily if she wants to talk to you later tonight before she goes to bed and if she does i will call you so you can talk. is she being so nice because she is starting to think? i havent said i love you or really even talked to her since monday night. or is it she has just moving on and realizes nice is for the best. one more thing the grass is knee high at home. i have the lawnmower with me at my place and i am not allowed on the property at her house. i want so bad to take the mower back to her or ask her if i can come over and cut it. what should i do? let her handle it on here own?