twoblave

Thank you for replying, draconis. This is my darkest hour and it helps to hear your opinion. This is the first time we have seperated and I think she loves me but is trying to figure out if she's in love with me. I would love to communicate with her about this. She doesn't want to, however. Everytime I have brought up the situation, it brings out the anger and resentment she has. I get upset when I talk to her about it and she ends up feeling sorry for me. I figure I need to back off and stop chasing her. I've let her lead the conversations and we end up just making small talk. It's been a month and she has nothing really positive to say. I would love to hear that she misses me or some kind of real affection. I feel that it's all up to her and God, now. I'm trying to be patient and let her heart guide her. I'm just so scared.