stevewsc

i do not take pride in materialistic things. the only new thing i own is a truck. everything i had is old and worn out. i only go shoping for clothes when i run out. i am not cheap just dont need much to survive. i am happy in my single wide. what i was impling was it makes me sick that i did all f these things for my wife over the years and she didnt appreciate them because of how she was raised. my marriage was built on a rocky foundation and we somehow found love. i just dont want to let it go. bring my children into this? not hardly. my kids have told he they miss me and they want me to come home. she doesnt make sure they brush their teeth in the mornings. she doesnt play with them. my kids come over my house and they dont want to leave. they leave cause they have to. this honestly might be the best thing for me. it hurts now but it might be best