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Rayne44 · 03-07-2008, 10:52 PM

Yes I know what you mean. I think I love what we used to be.But sometimes I feel like I am overeacting. I know he has to be stressed out too and I feel selfish.On the other hand I feel abandoned at this low point which should be one of the highlights of our relationship.He's running scared.I don't know how to be strong enough to be alone. I haven't been single since teen years. I slways relied on someone else and now I'm scared. I want to be a good MOm my daughter and this unborn baby light up my life. I don't know how my two year old will handle it. She already asks for him all the time n he still lives here. Maybe once my mood has stablized it won't be so bad.I just hate being pushed to the side but he says its because I'm miserable n no fun which I am cuz he ignores me when were out n he uses up all his charm on everyone else n there's none left for me.Not even a kiss when he leaves.I love who he made me believr he was but then maybe he loved who I was too cuz I'm not easy to live with either.How do u make up ur mind to leave someone I promised to be with forever. What if I regret it?

03-07-2008, 10:52 PM	#8 (permalink)
Rayne44 Registered User Join Date: Mar 2008 Posts: 6	Re: Pregnant and depressed Yes I know what you mean. I think I love what we used to be.But sometimes I feel like I am overeacting. I know he has to be stressed out too and I feel selfish.On the other hand I feel abandoned at this low point which should be one of the highlights of our relationship.He's running scared.I don't know how to be strong enough to be alone. I haven't been single since teen years. I slways relied on someone else and now I'm scared. I want to be a good MOm my daughter and this unborn baby light up my life. I don't know how my two year old will handle it. She already asks for him all the time n he still lives here. Maybe once my mood has stablized it won't be so bad.I just hate being pushed to the side but he says its because I'm miserable n no fun which I am cuz he ignores me when were out n he uses up all his charm on everyone else n there's none left for me.Not even a kiss when he leaves.I love who he made me believr he was but then maybe he loved who I was too cuz I'm not easy to live with either.How do u make up ur mind to leave someone I promised to be with forever. What if I regret it?