| | Re: please dont judge me
I want to judge you so bad, but I won't sinse you asked!
I do suggest you let her go and find the things that will make you a healthier man, go work out, or start a hobby, but get out and start living.
When she comes back and has gotten "it" out of her system, you want to show her a confident man that can live his own life with out needing others. So please get out there and live for your self.
So often people want what they don't have and there will be a time that your W no longer sees the man she left but a new confident man that may move on with out her.
Until she sees this confident man she will always know that you will be around when she is ready. Turn this around and be the man that may or may not take here back as you move on to better prospects.
Look at the 180 plan it will help you put up some walls that will protect your emotions through all of this.
And stop answering the phone and reading those emails.