| | Re: Rough day
I can tell myself that I gave it my all, I can put my head down on my pillow at night knowing that I wasn't the one walking out on the marriage. I can look at my two beautiful children and know that I tried everything. But then my heart takes over from my mind, and my heart doesn't see yet that the person that is there now is not the person that promised to love me forever. I just wish I could fast forward my emotions to where I don't feel that way about her again. I have to tell myself that she is the one that changed, she is the one that is talking to someone else now as "just friends', that everything she says I have to take with a grain of salt.