| | Re: I really need help please
seriously, you like the bf, you can see potential in the relationship, even though you're not a "relationship person", you admit that he's so different & amazing to everyone else you've dated before- BUT you still want to sacrifice this for a free holiday? Self sabotaging much?!
It's cold, light a fire, stick up some pictures of the beach, go to a tanning salon, but DONT lie to someone you care about for something as stupid as a free holiday!
I'm not saying grab the bf & run down the aisle, but morally sneaking off to have sex with someone on holiday while with someone else is wrong. so what if the relationship is over by the time the holiday comes around, at least you would have expereinced a diffrent kind of relationship from what you normally have (for a few months at least).
In life you can't have your cake & eat it too, meaning you cant have bf & make plans to go on holiday just in case.