Re: On the verge of losing her.
Well here is her repsonse.
I appreciate your email. However, I知 not ready to make that decision yet. I do love you and I do miss you, but I知 just struggling with my hurt and resent. I知 really thinking this through a lot with help from my therapist. I just am worried about going back to the way I was feeling before. It took a real toll on me emotionally.
Believe me, I don稚 want to keep you hanging, but I don稚 want to make any rash decisions. I知 really glad that you are doing better. I worry about you all the time, but like I致e said before, I really need to worry about myself.
As you know, I知 leaving for Nashville on Sunday morning and will return on Wednesday night. I was going to ask my mom to feed the cats, but if you would like to, let me know. I知 sure they壇 love to see you.
Love always,
Here was my response.
Go ahead and have your mom feed the cats. I'll be transferring about $350.00 to your account, sometime tommorrow. Have a safe trip.
Love ya,
Felt it was short and to the point. Strong but hints of love still in there. It was nice to finally see some affection from her. I have a mission to stay strong and confident. To show her strength and love and that same time. I don't think either of us wants to go back to the way our relationship was. That's one thing we can agree on. I want our relationship to have the passion it used to. Not in a new love kind of way but I feel secure because I love and respect you kind of way. Let me know what you guys think.
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