Originally Posted by AnnaS
I am from Europe. But yes I can go back I talked to my mother last night and she told me to "grab a handbag and leave'" HAHA my whole life is here !
I am so devastated. I saw it coming. I knew for a long time something was wrong on his side but he just lies SOOO good. Its almost like a psychopath
. He even makes random jokes about it to me and laughs it off like i am the crazy one. And thats how I feel after a while....... I cant go to anyone right now I am afraid and ashamed. and he would just loose it and throw me out of the house if he found out . the base is small.... I can only talk to my family back home about it. I think before I go home I will make sure I get tested for everything. He is leaving for a training thing soon so this will not be a problem to live with him for a little while. And I know for myself I will never do sexuell things with him again until I leave . I loved him my whole adult life. I dont know how to be on my own. I am afraid.
Yeah Narcissist and Psychopath that is a serious combination to live with and stay sane. Start reading articles I have some great eye opening stuff I've found. You have to read this everyday to stay away and know that this person risked your health and does not care about you only himself. They are incapable of loving and if he tries to get you back it is not you he is wnating back it is 'WINNING' that he wants to achieve. He will always need to go out and be with other women to make him feel validated and you will either stay a way from him or always wonder where he is getting his narcissitic supply today.