stevewsc

i am not being egotistical but the whole family outside of her parents could not beleive i have made it as far as i have. my thing i dont have any family here. no support other then friends and the only person i feel comfortable opening up to is my wife. i have no problem getting on here and spilling my heart out to strangers because we are not face to face. i will never meet you and it doesnt bother me. my wife wants to work this out i know she does. if she didnt she would ask some of the questions that she does. she wouldnt call my cell and not leave a message. she is so scared to go against her parents. thats what eats me up. if she did go against them i know it would be the kicker for them and we could live happy. they would back off for good. i called the house at 845 to speak to my kids before bedtime. it was busy so i left a message on her cell. tried back at 9 and phone was busy. called the cell and she answered. she said they were allready in the bed. the only thing she asked me was if i was getting them tomorrow. i said i dont know i will let you know. ya see she wants me to get them so she doesnt have to handle the responsibility. or she uses them as an excuse to see me. is there anything else i can do to make her realize i am here for her?