Re: On the verge of losing her.
Well, for one the money it would cost to drive out there 4 days in a row is really more than I can afford. I will be keeping about $30 out of my check and giving her the rest. Also, I want her to get a sense of me being strong. I love our cats dearly, which she knows. It may sound a little weird but any chance I can show her that I'm my own person, I need to take advantage of. I still made it a point to tell her to be safe. I also liked telling her love ya at the end because it sounds like I'm telling her I love her but in a happy go lucky way. I guess I'm over thinking it a little. The way I see it, I need to take advantage of every word, thought, and opportunity that I can. If she had said she needed me to feed them, then I would have done it. Since there was an option, I took the choice that gave me (I hope) a little bit of an edge. What are your thoughts about her response? Do you think it was wrong to tell her no about the cats? I didn't give her a reason and I'm not really sure what I would say if she asked. I don't really wanna remind her that I'm broke.
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