Re: On the verge of losing her.
Is it normal for a walk away spouse to not speak weeks at a time and when they do, not talk about what's going on? I won't push for answers but it feels so strange to be in love and to be close, then all of sudden the complete opposite. I have realized lately that this is the worst thing to happen in my life. Thankfully I haven't lost (death) anyone close to me yet. The heartache seems unbearable sometimes. Since I will be taking the tough love angle with her, she will never truly know the suffering I'm enduring. Why the need to be so slient? Could it be guilt for something she hasn't told me? Dwelling on this stuff is not productive but I find it on my mind way to much. I guess I start to miss her then my fears creep in. I wish this misery would end. I just want to be happy and content with my wife. Is this normal to feel this way?
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