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Well we spoke a little bit today. I had to initiate the conversation and she said she was tired. The first question I asked was do you have any thing you want to say to me. Anything? She said no. Then she said no while looking in my eyes. I 90% believe her. I have never caught her in a lie that was anything like this so I have no reason not to believe her.
I told her I was hurt that she went. She asked why? I said "it's not that you left but it was how you left". She said "what do you want me to do". I said "I don't know but I would never do that to you and that is why I'm upset". She said "I would be hurt too". I asked her why should would do it then? She explained that "she has always cared about other people's feelings and never mine first". I'm fine with that explanation but we could have worked out a better time than just leaving with one days notice. She said "I'm sick of caring about everybody else's opinions". The baby woke up and I went and got him.
I know she is going through a phase or something but she should at least care about how I feel. I know this message is difficult to follow but I just needed to write it.