ThirdWheel

Thank you for the reply

i wish it were that easy but like i mentioned i did try that. That's why she was crying uncontrollably. She was torn. She did not want to lose me but did not want to be separated from her twin sister. I was looking around the internet for a forum for twins to try to understand her a little better. She gave me an example that i could associate with. I once had a cat. I got him on my birthday and he disappeared on my birthday 7 years later. He was like my soul mate. It was like he looked up to me because he would mimic me and try and do everything that i did. He noticed that i would play the piano and he would push the keys when he was alone. i used to tap the door knob to let him know that i was going to open the door for him, since then he would get on two feet and tap the door knob every time that he wanted to go outside. He always wanted to try the food that i was eating, no one else. I loved him so much and was devastated when i could not find him. i searched for 4 months without loosing hope. but time was better then me and won the battle in my heart. I still cry my eyes out when i see his picture or remember things about him that i will miss until the day i die. i cried a couple of times just writing this. My girl told me that she shares a bond like what i shared with MILO. So i can see what she means...i can understand how she feels torn.