Originally Posted by zx10-z28

i understand that to an extent...
If you see in the earlier fights.. I did not... I tried whatever to avoid it and still got my ass kicked...
Before this last fight... Maybe 4 weeks ealier there was another explosion... Drinking again... She was drunk out of her mind...
I locked her out of the masterbedroom to avoid her getting physical...
She went to the kitchen, came back and starting stabbing the door with the knife over and over !!!
Now had the door been open then what ?
I should learn capuera so i can roll out of the way of the knife ? And somehow manage to get to the door and just keep running around the house ?
I am not going to leave my house cause she is attacking me...
And despite what people are recommending... I dont have it in me to call the cops on her...
I have most definitely learned... I can not hit her again...
But at some point certain lines are crossed... And holding and pushing and yelling doesn't help....