Originally Posted by JokesOnMe

From a practical point of view I am not going to get much out of leaving. I would be away from my daughters for substantial amounts of time. I would likely end up moving out. I would be paying support. I wouldn't be with my wife who despite everything we have been through I generally get along with and like. The only benefit is I suppose I could find someone else who would presumably be a better wife. But even that isn't a sure thing.

And we (wife and I) fixed a lot of the sexual issues we were having pre-affair. If you add in the improvement in the marriage intimacy and the still ongoing situation with the co-worker I am more than satisfied sexually. I do feel myself morphing into a scumbag and that is disappointing. A year ago I would never even of thought of touching another woman. Now...