 Re: what next
DAM IT! i had a response typed up, and my PC FROZE. so my cliffs note version!
I was never happy about the divorce (just like you) I was happy to quit hurting!
Being scared of being alone is perfectly normal. I was too! Look at from a different angle. ITS NOT ALL BAD, focus on the good points.
I don't know your wife so I can't say what she will do, to show a change of heart, but trust me.....you will know. (mine wrote me a big long letter, telling me what an idiot she was, and showed remorse, focused on me, not herself.
That weight you feel lifted............is you starting to change.
Do this tomorrow A.M. Wake up, and tell your self its Friday, and its going to be a great day. Put all your emotions aside, and focus on having a good day! NOTHING anyone says, or does tomorrow is going to bring you down! You deserve to be happy! Challange your self! Then do it again on Saturday.
That weight you feel lifted........... is you you changing.
You have changed already..........more so then you realize!
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