savannah

@CHELLE- Well, its irritating because he's been this way for about 90% of the 20 years weve been together. I get moody- everyone is entiteld to be moody- I just hate it that he seems to not care that it is now dictating our home life's mood as well...
It's not exactly easy to try and get the kids in a "happy" mood when dad is mopeing in the corner all day...

To a point he realizes he needs help, and meds to balalnce out. BUT he still can't get himself to see a doctor. Hence the re-occuring issues...

I get emotional and moody... but I do stop for a minute and try not to dampen other people's day... H just doesnt care... he says what he says, and thats that.

I know that something might help- like meds, but he just won't do it. And its frustrating to be at the other end of his episodes... its draining! I have MADE myself ignore this, try and move on with my day, so maybe that why i appear a bit harsh, but I refuse to get sucked into his moods any longer. For the most parts, when he is in his "moods" .. we barely speak.. he goes to the room and the kids and I are in the living room enjoying the evening, watching TV, like a family.

He's missed out on so many things he should enjoy about the kids, half the time all he notices are if they did not do something he asked them to do...otherwise we are all like a fly on the wall to him... just there.

I don't know what to do anymore.... I care and love this man, and I don't want to leave him just because of this, but he is slowly but surely driving me there!