Focusing on the negative will only make you negative.
Blonddeee, you have been a great help to me with my problem.
Let me say, follow your own quote
"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you learn to appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself...and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together"
Focus on your future, visualize your future, work towards your future.
Be positive
Love yourself,
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You have your whole life ahead of you.
As Doctor Phil says, "You will remember this as something you did once, nothing else"