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LoveSong I'm not sure what to say to you in relation to the relationship with your husband except see what people suggest here and give it a shot. If you've nothing left in your own arsenal then borrow a few shots from others.
I would strongly urge you to join a support group in relation to your child's disability. You need to be around others who understand how you feel.
In regards to a singing career there are new options out there that were not available even 5 years ago. There are sites where musicians from across the globe can create music together without ever meeting. Artists are being discovered online that might never have been found before. If you write your own songs try hooking up with some independent film makers. They will be glad to use new, different music and will allow you your freedom while exposing you to new audiences. Do not rule out singing in stage dramas and musicals. Radio dramas also welcome new works and singers. Sing at open Microphone nights. Get someone to record your performances and put them up on video sites. Go to places where like minded individuals hang out. Get in contact with community radio stations they are often hubs where others like you get a start. Think outside your own territory. Are there smaller regions where you might get your singing recognised first? Start working on some demos now or try reworking old demos. There are lots of things you can try - just don't give up!