| | Re: Separation is so painful I can't describe it. Trying to Man Up!
All of you guys have been just fantastic in the feedback. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Wow, really looking at things now in a much different light.
Yes, I am a weak person and when I hear in her voice that she is sorry, that she agrees time will tell if ever there is a chance(even though I need to move out and be on my own), I still have that little glimmer of hope that sits inside me, that crosses my mind in every instance we are in each others company. I also have the down time where I wonder where she is, who she is talking to, who is making a move on her, who is putting crap in her head, etc. those things completly torture me and is what I mainly struggle with. "Bandit.45" Your right, I will breath and make sure to concentrate on positive. Hard during down time.
"Jayb" and "lovemygirls" thanks buddy. Your really helping me to understand and think more about me. I guess going forward is to continue to be positive, get a plan to move out (not beiong forced out), hoping that while i'm out and settled maybe God will bring us together one day again.