Originally Posted by Love Song

Well I didn't get the job. Got the email this mourning. Weird thing is I don't feel down about it. I think it's because I've already grieved the loss of it because I knew I wasn't going to get it.

I'm drug free and will remain that way.

My son may be disabled but he is still a pretty normal kid. I listened while he told me the other day in great detail about his pirate dream where he was the pirate and he killed a giant spider. It was pretty interesting. He crawls really fast and besides him never being able to walk he is really healthy. Other people who have my son's condition usually have major organ problems. My son doesn't have that. He has his health and I'm grateful for that.

I could cry boo hoo that i dont have this job but i wont, it wont break us financially. We just have to spend within our limits which is what we do. I'm taking this as a sign, I didn't get it because this isn't what I was meant to do with my life. It would be harder to become a singer now that I am older but with technology these days, it isn't impossible. And that's where I am now going to focus my efforts. I'm an artist at heart and that's what I need to be happy in a career.

Sorry about the pity party in my first post, thought I would update everyone and let ya'll know how I am doing.