candyslicemama

Al-anon, Al-anon, Al-anon. You will be in a room filled with people that understand your situation and can show you tools to help. It does not matter whether he is an alcoholic or not. The alcohol is a problem nonetheless. This is about you, not him. Put yourself first and get to an Al-anon meeting in your community. The path to serenity and self-love is there. I would like to suggest you make no major decisions until you get in there and give it a try, unless your children's or your own safety is at stake, then get to safety.