I got divorced one year ago today.
It seems like a year has gone by and yet, it doesn't. Time really does fly.
I've learned that life does, in fact, go on. You learn to laugh again, to smile, to try new things.
Still have moments where I wish our marriage didn't fail but I realize that the past is gone forever now.
My life is different. I have not dated yet but I am looking forward to it some day and find myself horny. (It's been awhile).
ExH never did apologize for what he did but I've come to the realization that day will probably never come. And that is ok with me now. My ex's dating sites ads are still up--the same one(s) that were even when he was saying he wanted to reconcile. It's funny to think the first one I discovered was back in 2008. That was a long time ago. And yet it doesn't seem like it at the same time. I have stayed NC w/ him & only hear about him from mutual friends now. The last thing I heard was his house got broken into.
I've got some new goals for this year and a few items on my Bucket List I plan to cross off and new things I want to try (including, perhaps, making out with a hottie).
No clue what the future holds but that is one of the things that makes life's journey fun.
