mommy22

Thank you both for your replies. I was expecting to get ripped to shreds after posting that. Sweetp thanks for helping me not to feel alone on the subject. At the same time, I know I have to be strong and cut him off. I've tried this numerous times before, but I do think this time is different. It's really beginning to get to me. I don't think I could truly feel happy with the other guy with all the internal guilt. I would also always wonder it my relationship with my husband could've made it if I had given it everything I've got. The problem is, some days I feel stronger than others. I have to maintain strength with this and think about the ramifications that could ensue along with those that already have. Amplexor, I think my husband and I are going to go to counseling to at least get an objective opinion on some of the things that have come between us. I don't think i'll bring up my jaded past at this point.