| | Re: Moving on, doing the 180 after wife's EA.
A few text messages later she "needed to get out" for an hour or two, saying she was feeling stressed with us being around each other so much today. She left with my oldest son crying in my arms begging to go with her.
I knew things would be harder when he got back and she "needed" to get away. He's so sensitive and he has an idea of what's going on. I feel like she's being extremely selfish right now and I don't feel like I can say anything without being the bad guy.
I have to show no anger, frustration, etc. But damn it's NOT easy. Pray for me (or wish me luck, whichever you'd prefer), today has been very trying and I feel like I'm going in the wrong direction right now.
While she's gone I'm going to do my best to collect myself. I need to get back that strength I've had most of this past week. Our morning/early afternoon was fun and I was doing very well beyond a couple hiccups I managed to control, but it's quickly gone downhill from there.