| | Re: It hurts sooooo bad right now ...
I'm even better in person
I've charmed my children's teachers into going from a zero to an A for my kids, sometimes even after the marking period ended.
I charmed the librarian from my daughter's school into signing a release for the registrar at her old high school for my daughter's grades even though my oldest had a bill of $550 for un-returned school books (she eventually paid the bill). She needed this due to her NCAA status as rower for Michigan State U.
Although, I have never had any luck with police people.
Yes, I am very good with pen and tongue.
To explain, my wife feels I'm broken.
I need to fix myself, she can't/won't wait around for this to happen.
In short, I'm passive-aggressive, selfish, incompatible, mean, un-healthy and the list goes on.
I'm working on all of these things, but it ain't happening overnight.
I believe BLONDDEEE quoted it just right,
"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you learn to appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself...and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together"
VOIVOD - the destiny of our lives has to play out.
She may not be the one, she may not be forever, but there is always a chance she is "True Love" and we will meet again when BETTER THINGS FALL TOGETHER and I CAN APPRECIATE THEM WHEN THEY'RE RIGHT.
Until then or when or never or someone, I'm working on myself.
I'm helping others,
I'm being a good friend,
I'm loving my kids,
I'm practicing self-love,
I'm chasing my dreams.
It is all I can do.