justabovewater

I was seeing a therapist right before he left and for one session after he left then found out my insurance wouldn't cover my visits. I've wanted to go back, but I've never had any luck with therapy. I always find myself sitting on the couch trying to come up with things to talk about. I never seem to find a counselor that gives much feedback or tools to work with. I've often felt (especially lately) that my best therapy is coming here and talking with all of you. I know it just takes time, but sometimes the whole situation seems so insurmountable and unbearable.

I really do appreciate everyone's words of advice and encouragement. You'd think after 9 months of separation that I would have come to terms with it all, but I guess I've got more accepting and growing to do.