Originally Posted by hurtingbadly
I agree with K.K., too. This is the worst pain I've ever experienced. I doubt I'll ever be the same person again. A part of me was robbed.
I dont know if I will be the same ever. Its doubtful. But I have doubt that I will ever view him the same way. I will continue to love him and Im hoping I will regain respect for him but I dont know that it will ever run as deep as it once did. Maybe thats for the best though because this has effected me way WAY more and in ways that I didnt realize it would. So I think Im saying maybe I gave him too much of me. Now I will hold some part of me so that he cant ever cut me so deeply again.