whyowhy

I don't think he would agree to go to AA. I don't think he thinks he has a problem.
He doesn't usually think he's ever wrong. He hated the classes he had to go to for his DUI.
He has such a HUGE ego that he doesn't think he has a problem he can't control.

Part of me thinks it would be easier to just leave him and start over. He has put me through
so much crap that I'm over it.
However, the other part wants to believe it will work especially when
there are kids involved. I see he's giving a bit of an effort. We don't fight anymore, at least
We fight like adults....except 2 months ago when he aired our dirty laundry
in front of my family AND the kids (yes drinking was involved). But nothing since...except when
He threw a fit over the lack of sex (not drinking and not in front of kids).

I have no idea of what to do or where to begin. In my dreams, things would
be good. He'd get along with the oldest and he would respect him enough
to have a polite conversation. There would be peace in my home.

It's so sad that I have no one to talk to to give me advice that I have
to turn to complete strangers, but maybe it's more objective this way.

Any thoughts or advice will be appreciated.
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