| | So unhappy!
My husband and I have been married for 5 years now and I'm getting tired. The things my husband has done to me in this marriage is really making me consider seeing someone else. Not because I want to but because I feel that he is pushing me into another man's arms (specifically my ex).
We have been married for 5 years now and he has been unemployed for 4. I was in a relationship before I met him and we had a child together. Things didn't work out with him and I, so I desperately wanted to get married to give a family to my son. I don't regret my decision but the way he treats me makes me want to just walk away from everything. But I am trying my hardest not to give into temptation and have an affair because that would be detrimental.
He is addicted to pornography and ignores me. He cyberchats online with other women. He gets extremely angry when I approach him about it and denys it. In the beginning of our marriage, I found an email that he sent to his ex-girlfriend that said he really wanted to marry to her and that he missed her. This hurt me so deeply. I thought that I had finally found the man of my dreams not knowing he didn't feel the same way. 5 years have gone by and we are still in the same place. I desperately want to leave but I am scared because he has been in my son's life for 5 years now and I am not sure how he will take it. I feel so stuck. My life is a complete mess! Why does this continue to happen to me?